3 things

Dumb things:

• Naked lady pregnancy photos. Maybe when I'm pregnant I'll think it's beautiful or something... but for now it's disturbing.
• Facebook
• English 1010

Things that I really want:

• To go home and see my mom
• an iPhone
• One solid friend in Logan (don't freak out mom, I'm fine, I have lots of good friends just not a best friend, which is cool :)

Movies I watched yesterday:

• Finding Neverland
• 13 going on 30
• 13 going on 30 (it's good!)

Things I love that, until recently, I didn't know I loved:

• Parks and Recreation (T.V. show...)
• Logan in the Fall
• Store- bought cookie dough!

Things I am going to do today:

• Homework
• Gym
• Take a nap

cried.

On Friday a big tear ran down my chubby cheek as I sat in Women's Choir. I like my new director, I really do. But I miss Larry. His classes were the best part of my day. I miss it so much. I cried. And I hope no one saw.

some photos.

love and miss.

I love my roommates, I love my new friends, I love how people are drinking and smoking and watching R rated movies all over campus and we stay at home and paint our nails and pop popcorn and watch a movie. I love Logan. I love my bike. I love this campus and I love laughing with all these random girls that we met at lunch or at a party or downstairs or at church. I love that I'm friends with so many people that I would NOT have been friends with in High School. I love my new ward. I love meeting people from tiny towns in Utah and big towns in Alaska, Pennsylvania and New York. I love Utah State University.

I miss my mommy. I miss her so much. I just want to hug her for 3 seconds. I just want her to hold me and tell me I'm doing a good job being friendly and outgoing and kind. I wanna watch a movie or go on a walk with her. I miss my bed. It was so big and so perfect and it was made just for me. Everybody has the exact same beds here. I don't like it. I miss the sound of the chickens squawking in the morning and I miss talking to dad while he plays in the garden. I miss Walker and his constant rolling his eyes at me and Nolan always being SO weird and Satchel always writing me nice notes and giving me hugs and Gabe wanting to help cook and mowing the lawn with me.

Loving and missing.

No Place I'd Rather B.

It's funny. I don't think I'll ever be one of those crazy adults who talks about high school and misses it everyday, but I will enjoy myself while I am here. This week I watched the swim team do well, participated in the Choir/Orchestra concerts, watched a wrestling match and went to the band concert. what a bunch of talented Braves. 

Once a Brave, Always a Brave. 

Snow Ball

Last night's Christmas Dance was one the best nights of my life. I got to go with my cute little best friend Nick. We have been friends for a long time. Not casual, say HI! to each other in the hall friends but real, true friends. We had fun just being ourselves and laughing. This dance caused NO STRESS whatsoever, only bliss. We danced like idiots, didn't even worry about courage/boutonniere stuff, and made our own fun. So blessed to have incredible friends and family who love me. 

Jane

Annie

Alin

Ali

Jessica

Melissa

and

Emily

you all looked beautiful. 

Me, Tony and Chelsea. love them.

cute nicholas and (a scary picture of) me at dinner.

so here's the deal.

i am really embarrassed about my ACT score but i say SO WHAT! i am sick of worrying about it. even with my ACT and GPA not being so great... i honestly believe i can get into BYU with all my extra curricular and leadership/service stuff. so what if i get in!? i can't get any scholarships from BYU. on the other hand, i KNOW i can get into USU and get some pretty alright scholarships just for my grades. for some reason, i can picture myself at Utah State more then i can  BYU... i think i would really like both schools, Utah State has a better education program (yep. i want to be a high school teacher) and it would be farther from home.  do i want to be farther from home? Logan is colder than Provo... Cougar or Aggie? both have good ice cream (: i know which one i am leaning toward and my Grampa is not going to be happy....




this girl gets me through everything. this boy me happy when no one else can.

first day of school and the clouds looked cool :)