thoughts.

well seeing as it's super late and i can't sleep... i might as well blog right!?

bad things happen to everyone right? i mean if bad things haven't happened to you then you just haven't lived. i am a firm believer that having a good attitude about these sorts of things makes a big difference. i also think that even if you have a positive attitude, the bad things still happen and it's okay to talk about them. so just know i'm not trying to be a downer or anything. LIFE HAPPENS.

lots of things have been reminding me of chris.

the way nolan grabbed a mixing bowl and poured cereal in it.

writing an essay about Star Wars.

having 'Feliz Navidad' stuck in my head

baseball games.

his kids.


My dads best friend passed away a year ago. he left behind his incredible wife and three tiny kids. i think it was the first real BAD thing that happened to me. i mean yeah i had fallen off my bike and been grounded but this was the mot terrible thing that ever happened to me. my best friend, uncle, someone to talk to, someone to laugh with and talk movies and T.V. with. I MISS HIM. and i love him. and love his kids. see ya soon Blue. i know you're lookin out for me.